Monday, November 8, 2010

an Apple day

we have hit a sweet spot!
Tallulah is finally getting it! She is understanding, able to communicate, responds, still has tantrums when it isn't HER way, but is having a repentant heart. I love it. She is so kind to her sister, most of the time, so gentle a compassionate.
Sophia is crawling and eating and is such a joy! She is silly and lights up when you make eye contact with her. She is inquisitive. She LOVES her sister!
Oh how I LOVE these girls.
I feel like I am out of the crazies now...Praise GOD!!!

On the other hand, something is stirring inside of me. I feel like walls are going up. I NEED to spend time with my God. I want to be soft and mold-able. I want to be raw, refreshed...like new.

We woke up to snow this morning and the first thing that came to me was the song "wash me white as snow, so I could be made whole..." I love that HE does that. For our earth and our souls. Crisp. Refreshing. New. Yes, God IS good.