I am a crazy, fly off the handle, lunatic, mother...when my focus isn't right.
I try so hard to be the mom that I want to/should be. I am pretty good, until I loose it. Then I'm not and I end up apologizing to my daughters for my bad attitude and saying unkind things.
All I know is that I NEED HIM.
Pause. Take a deep breath and "You are my strength and my portion. please give me patience." and repeat...always repeat!
AMEN. you're not alone...
ReplyDeleteno you're not! Children do this to me too (Bring out this scary, crazy side) And God still loves us mamas too, even when we are meanies.
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